My mum and I are driving into Worcester. It is the week after
Christmas and it’s one of those grey low-ceiling days on which crows seem to
caw-caw for the end of the world. We are on the old 449 road driving past 1930s
semis and shops for paint and bric-a-brac and we have settled into an amicable
silence. And then on the right I see a park, a tiny park of grass and stripped
ash, announcing itself from a brick entrance with sculpted wreaths as
‘Gheluvelt Park’ and I am cast back into one of those endless puzzles of my
childhood. For in spotting the name I am, momentarily, my eight-year-old self
again clicked safely into the back of my parents’ Vauxhall Chevette on our way
to visit my dad’s aunts. And I’m puzzling out how to say this peculiar word
‘Gheluvelt’ (Helluvell, Gelluvult, Gulluvelt) and what on earth it has to do
with Worcester.
Yet
even at eight I connect the word with my grandfathers, one of whom, Sam, has
already been dead for four years. Grandad Sam – who brought us packets of
sweets and carried great bags of sadness under his eyes. Grandad Sam, my dad’s
dad, the twinkling man who years later I discover had beaten the shit out of my
granny when he got pissed or just couldn’t hide the memories of the war, the
Great War, the war that took him outside his beloved country for the only time
in his life. So, now, Mum and I are passing Gheluvelt Park again and I remember
that my intuitive connection of it at eight with my grandfathers was not so
very far out. For, both Grandad Sam and Bert were soldiers of the Great War
and, as I discovered in my teens, Gheluvelt Park was one of those small grassy
memorial spaces that were carved out of its silence. (Gheluvelt being one of
those now forgotten butchering places of the Ypres Salient where, in 1914, the
Worcestershire Regiment fought.)
The
Great War represents a crisis in my family history. By this, I mean that it
represents the point at which my family took part in History for the first
time. Before the war my family’s only mark on public space lay in the pages of
parish registers when they were ‘hatched, matched and despatched’ along with
the rest of the rural poor. When the war began my grandfathers were swept up
into another life. They received army numbers, joined regiments, got wounded
and, ultimately, received medals.1 What had been
generations of agricultural existence were for the first time questioned, if
not yet broken. Questioned, but not broken for, as both Bert and Sam
discovered, life in the army was the continuation of agricultural labour by
other means; they had as Ronald Blythe puts it, ‘fled the wretchedness of the
land in 1914’2 only to discover an intensification of
it in Flanders and Picardy. For, if it wasn’t handling horses it was digging.
They were yeomen made the makers of what Paul Fussell calls the Troglodyte
World, burying bodies and the remains of bodies, digging deeper so as to make
safer places or better places for killing. Digging and redigging the same damn
piece of waterlogged land night after night. It’s hard not to believe, despite
the grimness of life on the land in 1914, that as Sam and Bert crouched in
trenches they didn’t sometimes think longingly of the days before the war. A
time when a long day in the fields at least offered the promise of cider and
sleep for weary bones rather than the threat of death.3 Grandad Sam was also a
horseman. Indeed, one strand of the family – being short of stature and lightweight
– successfully went in for jockeying on the race tracks of France and England.
And this understanding of horses got Sam out of the trenches into another life
– as trooper in the Worcestershire Yeomanry in Allenby’s desert campaign and batman
to the 4th Baron Hampton.
Grandad
Bert (my mum’s dad) was a private in the Worcestershire regiment and, later,
after being seriously wounded, in the Labour Corps.4 I only knew him as an
exceptionally quiet old man who loved Saturday afternoon wrestling – Giant
Haystacks versus Big Daddy versus Catweazle versus Kendo Nagasaki – and
watching snooker on black and white TV. His natural habitat always seemed to be
outdoors and his whole life – apart from some time working at the local RAF
base – was orientated around the land, primarily as a farm labourer. If he had
ever been a dreamer or a man of words I do not know. It only seemed to me that
his past had silenced him.
Ronald Blythe is right.
In 1914, agricultural conditions were harsh. They were perhaps closer to the
bleak narratives of Hardy than the pastoral idylls conjured by Vaughan Williams
at his most expressive. If George Butterworth’s A Shropshire Lad song
cycle beautifully evokes the shires and a world about to disappear in the
carnage of war,5 it
is a romantic evocation. Granny Collins told a story that reminds us not to be
sentimental about the Victorian and Edwardian eras. As a little girl, before
the war, one of her jobs in her Worcestershire village was to ring the bell for
funerals. She’d often be dragged out of school to do it. One day, as she tolled
the bell, she saw her father enter the church carrying a tiny coffin. Puzzled,
she realised it was her infant sister. It was the first she knew about her
death.
In
the days before mechanisation of the Land and in conditions of low wages, the
army would certainly have provided promises of escape for someone like young
Albert and his brother Tom (who was killed on the Mesopotamian Front). For over
a hundred years before the Great War, the countryside had been haemorrhaging
people. From 1881, 700,000 British agricultural workers and their families,
helped by the new National Union of Agricultural Workers, emigrated to the
colonies. Two and half million acres of arable land became grass between 1872 and
1900 and the invention of devices like the binder meant that fewer labourers
were needed. Equally, the promise of the city and the town, the dream of
weaving riches and a better life in the looms of Kidderminster or Manchester or
Oldham had emptied the land. The situation presented to those who remained was
no romantic idyll. Steven Spielberg’s glossy picture of 1914 rural Devon in the
early sections of his film adaptation of War Horse is hardly faithful to
reality. Long hours of work with few comforts and little security and even less
entertainment were the norm. If life at the Manor House was good, life in the
Cottage held few delights and typically offered only wearied bones.
I have met people who
have within them a seemingly inexhaustible stillness. Among them I count
assorted holy people, those who have accepted they are about to die and others
who are not enamoured with the glamour of this world. I have also known people
who have an extraordinary facility with silence, an aspect of character I find
both rarer and more impressive as our world becomes noisier. Grandad Bert was
not a man for stillness. He was at ease with a hoe in his hand, working out the
rural choreography of centuries in the easy movements of his body and tools.
And yet, from the point of view of a small child, it was as if his short, plump
frame and his loose jowls gathered silence to itself. Even when his wife, Doll,
aka Granny Collins, was still alive, it seemed to me that he had nothing to
say. Granny had all the words, was full of stories and rumours and gossip. His
silence said more than all of her remarkable words. But if I remember granny’s
love and silly stories, and the way she would paint kitchen cupboards bright
orange, it is Bert who haunts me now. Perhaps because I remember him speaking
only once.
As
a small child I became fascinated by war, read endless tales about derring-do.
I loved magazines like The Victor and made models of WW1 and WW2
aeroplanes. I knew grandad had fought in the Great War and yet I knew it was
something we did not, as a family, talk about. Or if we did, we did not do so
in his company. Yet I remember once asking him about his experience in the war.
He didn’t raise his voice. He didn’t seem angry. He spoke quietly about being
wounded on the Somme. I was excited. I’d heard of this place. I’d read about it
in magazines and books. It made me think of heroes and courage and glory. I
asked where else he’d fought, with the childish and insensitive passion of the
child who only thinks of glory and doesn’t yet appreciate the pain. He mumbled
some places I’d not heard of, finally mentioning another familiar place,
Passchendaele. I asked him what it was like to have been a soldier. He looked
at me sadly and with a finality I could not challenge, and said, simply,
‘Passchendaele was the worst.’
It
is perhaps impossible for a child to properly appreciate that their parents,
let alone their grandparents, were ever young. Even now, as a middle-aged
woman, when I look at the photos of Sam and Bert as old men and compare them
with the rare images of them as young men I still can’t quite believe it. As I
reconsider that memory of Bert talking in such an understated, taciturn manner
about being at Passchendaele, the place that has become the icon of that war’s
beastliness, I find it harder still. For any creature – man or beast – to have
lived through that is surely impossible. On 18 July 1917, the British and
Canadian forces began laying down a barrage that, come the initial assault on
31 July, had expended four and a quarter million shells. That autumn of 1917,
the naturally high water-table of Flanders was tipped into disaster by constant
bombardment and unseasonal levels of rain. It was the season of the war when if
the shells and the bullets didn’t get you, the bottomless shell holes would. To
step off the duckboards could spell death. Man and beast would simply be sucked
under.
There
is that famous photo of Canadian machine gunners in the wasteland of the
battlefield. At first you can barely distinguish them from the landscape. It is
as if it is absorbing them, their sodden, muddy uniforms becoming simply
another feature of the broken ground. The gunners have no real identity
anymore. They have become the war and the war them. Which is another way of
registering the thought, ‘How could any human being have been in that place and
remained a human being?’ And somehow I find it even more
bewildering to think of a young man, even with military training, cast into
that. Bert would have been barely twenty-one years old when he experienced
Passchendaele. And, yes, the young are resilient and capable of the most
extraordinary things perhaps precisely because they are discovering the world
for the first time. The world had grown very old by the autumn of 1917 and the
likes of Bert had long since lost their innocence. He was no virgin to
violence. The older I get, however, the less I can comprehend how any of those
young men did not completely collapse. It is true that there were quiet sectors
in the Great War:6 it
is also true that men were fed in and out of the line reasonably frequently,
but all writers seem to agree that the Ypres Salient – which Passchendaele was
supposed to break (and barely shifted from late 1914 till 1918) – was
constantly ‘hot’. And in October 1917 it became, as a result of unseasonal
weather, the iconic quagmire of our most terrible imaginings.
I
think of my nephews – young men, or soon to become young men – and know they
might choose a military career. They might be trained in the instruments of
violence and be sent to ‘foreign fields’. But they are children to me. When we
are young we think we are so grown up, but I look at Mike and Alex or Sam and
Tom and they seem barely formed. I cannot imagine throwing Mike, good strong
lad that he is, into the vile fields of Flanders. And yet he is practically the
same age as Bert was when he saw too much. To develop the character to live
life well is a lifetime’s work and youths like Bert saw more than those of us
who have grown old or middle-aged in the privileged ‘West’ have ever seen.
Somewhere in the midst of that truth lies a mystery. For surely any sane person
would be desperate to spare not only their loved ones, but anyone the knowledge
of war’s vileness. Yet the fact that men like Bert came home and found some
way, any way, to take up the threads of a lost life is deeply moving. Indeed,
more than that, part of our call to remember them lies in the truth that they
faced the impossible and, whether they were killed or physically maimed or
emotionally shattered, they found some way to carry on. In most act for the
good.
In the piles of
photographs of family weddings and Christenings and holidays, among that family
catalogue of bad hairdos, uncomfortable uncles, and (to borrow a phrase of
Larkin’s) ‘rapidly re-adjusted ties’ is a spotted blotched photo of a group of
uniformed men driving a piece of artillery across a sepia wasteland. My dad
tells me this is a picture of his dad, yet he doesn’t know which of the figures
in the landscape he is. Grandad could be the one on the second right. He could
be any one of these men. Geoff Dyer, in his classic study of the Great War and
visual culture, draws out how the war supplied a series of myths which every
family and soldier got caught up in. So, for example, my dad tells the story
about how grandad had this pocket watch, which he’d lent to his best mate John
Godwin in the trenches. The pocket watch, I was told, saved John Godwin’s life,
a bullet just bounced off. As a child I lapped it up. Only later did I realise
that all families had this story, either a pocket watch or Bible saving
someone’s life. It was everyone’s story. My grandad could be any of the men in
the photo. He could be any soldier. He could be anyone’s grandad.7
This is the extract
from Fierce Imaginings: The Great War, Ritual, Memory and God by Rachel Mann, out on February 23 in paperback,
priced £12.99
- Though, as we’ve discovered since, both Bert
and Sam’s army records were among the 60% completely destroyed in the
Blitz of 1940.
- See Blythe’s classic 1969 study Akenfield:
Portrait of an English Village for a passionate and moving study of
(Eastern-) English village life, some of whose inhabitants’ experiences
were shaped in and around the Great War.
- For an utterly haunting reflection on the
dissonance and connections between rural life and trench life listen to
‘Home, Lad, Home’ by folk duo Belshazzar’s Feast on 2010 album, Find
the Lady. As the song unfolds – in a trench in Flanders – a whole way
of rural life seems to unpick itself.
- When I
found out that he’d been in the ‘Labour Corps’ I thought, ‘as a pioneer
maybe he wasn’t that exposed to the fighting.’ Then I discovered that this
section of the army, which came into existence in the last section of the
war, exposed men who – as a result of serious wounds were no longer quite
fit for the front line – to potentially horrific conditions just behind
(and sometimes in front of) the Front Line.
- In particular, ‘The Lads in their Hundreds’,
captures both a pre-war pastoral, yet seems to foreshadow the War. The
text is ostensibly about young men coming into Ludlow for a fair, but in
its talk of ‘the lads that will die in their glory and never be old’ and
who will carry the truth to the grave, it seems to prefigure the violence
to come. This does reflect the fact that Housman wrote A Shropshire Lad
in the shadow of the Second Boer War, but Butterworth’s music and,
indeed, his death on the Somme in 1916 bring out new resonances to the
text.
- For a revealing account of the Live and Let
Live System which emerged in some parts of The Line, see Tony Ashworth, Trench
Warfare, 1914–18: The Live and Let Live System (London: Pan,
2000). Desultory action was undertaken for the sake of a relatively quiet
life. In those sectors, established troops would often fear the arrival of
elite units – from either side – whose professionalism or regimental
spirit would lead to the battle becoming ‘hot’.
- For a masterful meditation on the generic
myths of the war – a Bible or watch saving a life – and the (synechdochal)
way his own grandfather represents all grandfathers, see Geoff Dyer, The
Missing of the Somme (Harmondsworth: Penguin, 1994). This book has
exercised a huge influence over my own. At times it has functioned as a vade
mecum for the path I’ve sought to follow.

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